so angry,so pissed!
firstly,its was piano exam!
guess what?!
it shocked my life,
probably the greatest SHOCK ever!
im having my exam next week.
NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
serious or what?
and my teacher just told me today!
[they sent the notification just like only 2/3 weeks before?]
that was still very late ok

i was seriously,seriously stunned.
i almost cried.
but i fought back my tears.
i dont know why!
my teacher told me i had prepared so early before,
nth to worry.
i know that,
but theres still some sort of anxiety inside me.
i kept thinking about the worst that could ever happen.

next,
what singfest?
9/8/07!
isn't it suppose to be national's day?!
why,why,why?!!!!!!!
WHY is it all in one?
why isn't it tai only?

anyway,
i dont think i can even go.
ggm's 49th day prayer ritual is somewhere ard ND,
[or on ND itself?]


i think i will break down any moment.
i need some dose of acideyeliner.
bye.
catch live earth on 7/7/07!
they are airing it on Channel 5:)

i'll be more interested in the NYC one!
FOB,TBS and all other rock bands!

meanwhile,
(spread the word)
you know what.

im going to link this on very much,
every of my posts,until we hit some limit.
YAY!
check out,its something worth listening to:)
ACiD EYELINER SG STREET TEAM
shall hog the limelight of my post today!

ACiD EYELINER is basically an australian,NSW band.
so if you are interested in rock bands and stuffs like that,
join us!
http://myspace.com/aesingapore
and tell all your friends about it!
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school's starting tmr!
i hateeeeeeeee ittttt!


(spread the word)
(CLICK HERE or above!)

there are so many links down here!
click anyone:)
wow,
i've updated 2 posts at once!
coz the other post below[ggm...] was half-done,
but i posted it anyway.
finished that and this!

on the plane...
me and sis went to the air-steward and
asked for cadbury chocs to munch.
so he gave and gave us 2 extra bananas.
haha,that was funny.

btw,
my tour leader was really a humorous lady.
she is soooooo funny.
tourmates were friendly too.
you hate it when you've got some snobbish tourmates.

paradise country!
look!the koala is sleeping.


my greatgrandmother's funeral is over.
in case you're wondering,
shes 102 years old.

so...
im kind of tired.
but not as much as the other cousins do.
they were there 24/7.

ggm passed away the day i came back from australia.
so not long after i had boarded the plane,
she passed away.

the praying & everything lasted long,
coz there are so many distant relatives...
the last day was emotional.
so many people cried!
i cried too coz when you see pple cry,you'll get the sour feeling too.

but we should be happy,
that ggm lived for so long!

now,
no red clothings for 49 days.
fine with me.
more black!
i am back from australia.


my greatgrandmother had passed away.
so im going away in another few more hours!
pretty excited.
not VERY yet,
but will get OVER excited when im at the airport later.
hahahahahaha.

ok,
actually im quite excited[as i've said],
but the counting down with amanda for the past week,
and all the excitement that we had talk about,
makes me so much more excited.
haha.

yay,
so...tomorrow will be winter!!
[and 3 more days for amanda!]

bye!
[councillor's event ytd will be blogged 1 wk later!]
with all the many airline/airport restrictions,
[chinese medicine or those TCM stuffs aren't allowed]
especially when you are entering a western country,
i don't know if i can still survive without my menthol ointment.

so i will be feeling all
giddy,woozy,dizzy,wobbly,groggy,muzzy and the likes.


amanda and me are happily counting down.
hahahahahaha.

& i havent charge my cam's batteries yet.
the rechargeable batteries are going haywire.
haha.

i'll see if i can post one more on sat!
i think musicians have weird temper.
u see,i meant from what I've seen,
most musicians are pretty hot-tempered.

& well,
i don't really like that.
musicians as in composers,music teachers etc.
i guess many times,
they are kind of immerse in music.
and since they are trained,awful music sets them off.
[oh,they have little patience too,guess so.]
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people might have told u,
like if u had a skill[knowing how to play instrument etc.],
u shld go perform in concerts etc.

nvm abt that,
if u're like me,
just hate performing solo & had stage fright.
cos chopin also seldom appeared in public too
haha!
why?he disliked public appearance!
but don't many know him as well??
he is still as successful as other musicians.

my piano teacher once told me that im not the only
one who has severe stage fright[thats what i told him].
he told me there was this singer who before every performance,
would have severe vomitting.
thats bcoz she is scared too[lol],so the more she is scared,
the more she vomits.

vomitting does helps.
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i guess performing with a rock band will be less of a prob.
its all abt having fun & gd music!
& it always calms me down and makes me feel better
if i listen to rock music.
:)